it was a bad day yesterday, super super bad day. things just went wrong and im the only one left to clear up everything. how logical is that. i guess nobody likes to be accused, neither do i. just some words to that 2 people out there (whether u read it or not):
"stop beating around the bush when obviously i know what u are trying to say, it wont kill if u just say it out DIRECTLY, will you? i dont know whats that big reaction for, and pls stop trying to act indifferent in front of me, u know you arent. i dont even know what you are thinking, sometimes u can be so so nice and on other days you just become a totally different person. there's really no need for you to be so sarcastic at times, i know what you are driving at. JUST SAY IT OUT. sometimes, i really regret my decision last time, wrong sense of judgement i guess.
'dont let this spoil our friendship', thats what you said. but im sorry, it already is. "
ARGH. im not being over sensitive or what, things seem to be going the wrong way these few days. im disappointed over what has happened, so many years of friendship and things are starting to change. good things dont last, i suppose.
was still feeling quite down for the past few days but yah, im okay now. even im shocked at my own reaction on that day, but seriously, it was a blessing in disguise. If not for that incident, i wouldnt have realised something which is very important to us. miscommunication kills, it's always better to say things out than keep it to ourselves. yeah.
someone fly me up to the sky and let me touch the clouds! that will be so so so wonderful =)
"Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You".
What a sweet song, im addicted to it now. Old but meaningful =) Okay, life has been quite easy these few days, basically playing and having fun. BUT, this is not for long, next week is the last week and i will leave MI. Hah, not that i will miss MI alot, but at least it still carries some memories and the friends i make there are definitely worth to remember.
Went to town for lunch with johnnies yesterday to celebrate sinyee's birthday. Had lots of fun chatting and updating one another on what had been happening in our lives. =DD
Today is a self-proclaimed break day by me!! Shall stay at home and rest today and will go to school tomorrow =)
days in MI were really fun because of them,
and them!!
i just dont love you no more :))
first thing first, happy valentine's day to all. haha, what a day=)
i did that. i overcome that obstacle and realised that good things dont last.
say no to lies.
i know you didnt.
results released, everything's settled. yeah, i cried. it was so embarrassing i know. the scene was so funny, me and wenxiang were sitting opposite each other and crying yet laughing at the same time. BOO. i got 17. seventeen seventeen seventeen. i will remember this number forever. muahaha. okay, sorry for shedding tears yesterday. IM OKAY NOW =)) although my results is disappointing, but there's still something to be happy about. i passed my amaths!! !! B4. hahahaha. i never expected this. whenever i think of my results, amaths is the only one that cheered me up. and i actually counted amaths into my L1R5. wow. the least expected thing always happens lah. i thought i will count biology, but instead chemistry is in. blahblah. NEVERMIND. yesterday is already over. shall quote what my cousin told me, " what matters is the future, dont look back". i wont=)
still deciding between jc and poly. my father and mother offer different opinions. i shall follow my heart. from what i know, kahhwee they all are going to pjc. ohh, maybe we are going to be schoolmates again. =)) whatever my decision is, i will not slack anymore. haha.
let me complain again. IM STILL NOT HAPPY WITH SEVENTEEN.
i am ending so much fun now and everything will be ending soon. how sad. think i will definitely miss the school, haha. maybe specifically, the people. a very fun and friendly lot. =)
it's coming, our results!! in 2 days' time.